Name:Caisa Persdotter
Born: January 1949
E-mail: caisa@gender-outlaw.com
Sexual orientation: Omni sexual
Location: Stockholm, Sweden
Yahoo ID: caisa_persdotter
ICQ: 161075187
MSN: caisa@gender-outlaw.com
Who am I?
Well, it's not so easy to answer.
Let's begin with the easy part. I'm a bit over 50 (just a bit mind you), tall (190 cm) and slim. Let's skip all particulars like education,
family and job, for a while at least. Where it gets a bit confused is in the areas of gender and sexuality. I have always been very open and non
prejudiced as regards sexuality. No homo phobia or stereotypic thinking. For the past 25 years or so I saw myself as a hetero sexual male
with a very large component of domination and BDSM. I am still comfortable in that role and get pleasure and enjoyment out of it.
But the past few years I have more and more felt that that's not enough - that I have more sides that needs to be expressed.
When i think back I can remember a few instances of wanting to try on girls clothing and wondering what it would be like if I was a girl.
In my early teens I also tried on my mothers underwear a few times. I can't remember any sexual feelings in those instances.
I have always been very interested in sexuality both in theory and practise. Books I've read range from sex manuals and psychology books
to fiction (polite word for porn). My practical experience range over the whole field of hetero sexual activities. (everything legal except scat and
animals) with a few homo sexual experiences thrown in.
My current TG experiences began a few years back when I got curious about the different ways men and women were treated on the net.
I constructed a female persona with her own e-mail and web site. I also set up accounts at ICQ and yahoo and put some adds on dating sites.
It worked out very well I don't think I was found out once. What amazed me, specially on ICQ was how stupid most men were. I don't know how
many times i got the message "U wanna fuck?". But there was a few, both men and women, that was really interesting and I really got into the
persona of (let's call her) Sandra. After about six months I ended the experiment. It was originally my intent to write something about it but
(as usual) i never got around to do it. I discoverd that I missed being "Sandra".
I had some womens clothing in my wardrobe after women that have lived with me for longer or shorter periods, also lingerie and
make up from a period when I was into glamour and sex photo/video. I began experimenting with wearing them. Sometimes it was a
sexual feeling but mostly it just made me feel good.
Today I am Caisa almost everyday at home (I'm single at the moment) Sometimes with full makeup sometimes just in a (filled) bra and panties
. So far I haven't ventured out of the door. But who knows? It might happen sooner than I think.
So what would I be if I had to chose a gender? I don't know really. Ideally I would have a magic ring that could turn me into any gender
any time I wanted. :-)
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